I made a mistake. I gave my chaabi to someone. What do I mean by that? I gave someone power over me, I let their actions control how I feel about myself, I allowed them to decide what kind of a day I was going to have. It is the worst mistake to make. And the thing is it is not the first time i have made this mistake. Especially with this particular person. Any amount of 'idiot idiot idiot' and 'stupid stupid stupid' chanting is not going to come close to describing how purely stupid it was.
Especially when it took me a whole year to get over the last time they did something like this.
Some people never learn. I am one of those.
