don't judge lest ....

What does that even mean. Do not judge lest you be judged. So judging in itself is not the problem, do not judge out fear of being judged yourself.

Is that truly the nature of kindness?

Are we nice to people only because we think that is the only way, they would be nice to us? Is kindness a virtue then?

Why do I blog?

I am not entirely sure...

Do i blog to vent? Possibly. Why do I not do this on paper and throw it away? Do I want to keep a record of my venting? Why? Who cares? Apparantly, I do.
Do I care what others think? A bit. If I did not at all care about that I would not write a public blog. Ok, No, that does not prove that I care about what others think, only that I would like to know what they think, which i guess implies that i care about those thoughts, ummm... confusing, anyways as mentioned earlier, I am still not clear as to what my motivations for writing this blog are, its more of a what the hell kind of thing....