Wednesday, September 16, 2009

The no name number ...

Here is what I do when I am in a pinch and I need a clean purse : I take all the garbage (read papers), throw them in a big zip lock bag, and label them as 'Purse contents such and such date' and then, well stash it somewhere and keep meaning to go through it on some date in the near future - I might as well come clean and admit that it never happens to be near! But it gives me great peace of mind knowing that nothing is lost. If I really need something, I can go through my zip log baggies.

Today, I cleaned three such bags and in one of them, I found this slip of paper with a phone number and no name next to it. That slip has been bothering me since then. No its not that big a deal, its some no. from somewhere, god knows whose it is, throw it, be done with the damned piece of paper. Fine, I did exactly that, the problem is the thought behind it.

Why would someone write a phone no. with no name next to it? What was I thinking at the time I did that? I am obviously smarter than that. Did I think it was so important there was no way I could forget whose number it was? Right! that was a good theory. Was it someone so unimportant I did not want to keep their no.? Then why bother taking it down in the first place. Any half brained dimwit would know to write the whole information, but apparently not me.

And then, to top it off, I am thinking I am going senile, coz I am worrying about the stupid piece of paper.

Argh!!

Saturday, September 5, 2009

mujhse milo jab tum sapno me

This is a poem from that nineteen ninety eight frame of mind, or ninety nine or something, I cannot remember from when exactly, but whatever... you gotta read it in that frame of mind too...

मुझसे मिलो जब तुम सपनो में
क्यों जागूँ मैं फिर सुबहों में
जब झूठ लगे कोई सच से बेहतर
पाँव चलें कुछ रुक पैरों पर
जले साँस भी भीतर बाहर
लो फिर उलझे धुप का रेशम बालों से और
महके सूरज मुझको छु कर

मुझसे मिलो जब तुम सपनो में
मैं न जागूँ फिर सुबहों में
जन्मो पुरानी आस मेरी है
सोची नहीं मैंने कल परसों में

मुझसे मिलो जब अब सपनो में
रख जाना कोई छाप सुनहरी
अधरों पे वो रात तुम्हारी
साथ रहे जो तब तक मेरे
लंबे होते हों जब साए
दिन के ढले जब सांझ चले और
धूल उडे यूँ कुछ सडको पे

मुझ से मिलो जब
तुम सपनो में...