आँखों से ओझल भी हो
और साथ भी मेरे चलते हो
कड़ी धूप में पाँव जलें और
थक कर जब कुछ मैं रुक जाऊं
भर कर मुझको बाहों में ये
क्या कुछ मुझसे कहते हो
कैसे कहूँ मैं दूर हूँ तुमसे
मुझमे ही तो रहते हो

my old posts

I spent some today reading my old posts, and wow! I think I just have way too much energy, or had it back then, everything is so forceful and over the top, whatever was my problem?

I should ahve taken up a sport or something.

Anyways, I am not that much of an enthu-cutlet in real life. In fact, I have sobered up a lot.

This friend of mine who found me after years on facebook said the same thing, that I  sounded way too calm compared to what she remembers me - I hope she doesn't read this blog :) - and I liked that.

I like the person I am right now.

But then that is not saying a lot. I liked the person i was back then too. That is something that has not changed, barring those occasional days here and there, I have almost always liked myself.

am back!!

Hey!!

I am back! or so I think. or at least I can think about being back, coz for the last two months that was not even on the periphery of what i was thinking about.

humph.... What do I write about though?


Isn't it amazing how some ideas can get you all riled up at the time and later when you look back you go whatever, I don't care... only you don't know why you ever cared to begin with?

Oh this...

Has it ever happened to you, that you were standing in the middle of the stairs and then, just forgot whether you were going up or down? damn... that's one godforsaken place to be.

nah.. that's not a topic.

You know what, I still cannot believe that an entire human being can grow inside of you and then be expelled out and survive on its own. How can such a little thing know its time to push and come out of the only place it has known for all its life? I don't know what that is? Amazing or scary? I have still not made up my mind. hmm... i so wish I could remember what that was like...

Oh wait! I know. A few days back I had this epiphany of sorts. I finally figured out why I write a blog. You see, people, they say the darnest things. Half the time, I don't know what to say back to them, coz I just cannot believe they have just said what they have, so I just stand there going umm.. err.... hmm... And the other half of the times when i do open my mouth and speak my mind, well, they don't like it, it always ends badly. Apparently most people can dish it out, but not take it. umm... err... hmm... So i figure, its better to shut up and write a blog, 'people' don't have to read it, and I don't have to explode carrying all that steam inside me.

hmm...